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Stagnant living.The repetition drones on, Forever repeating itself into carbon copy days.
An ironic redundancy reiterating the already known, the already shown.
Each day lived again, though with less living than each before.
Each day comes with a known and expected outcome.
I know this having already seen the reruns.
This movie, this record is broken and stuck on repeat,
Stuck on repeat,
Stuck on repeat.
Each day feeling incomplete.
Forever substantial but never concrete.
I am ready for the defeat.
Though not my own as I stand on these feet.
I stand strong as I find my bearings,
Removing the eyes of disillusion that I've been wearing.
By my will I am compelled to step, to gain momentum.
In this world of stagnantly static living,
I find myself moving again.
For I am no prisoner, no slave,
No longer mindless, once again brave.
These birds around my neck pull tight like a noose,
Anxiously I wait to cut them both loose.
To break free of this grave constructed by water, steel and time.
Pulled forth by the
Musical bliss...Like a fisherman, with your hooks in my ears. I follow your pull. I know not where it leads, nor do I care. The lure of it all, so enticing, so surreal. A better world will you lead me to. A world of weightlessness, a world of beauty and contentment. The orchestrated joy, the perfectly arranged happiness; I want nothing other than to remain in such a place for my remaining existence. For the finite number of days I have, I want them spent well. For each passing second I waste, for only a set amount have I ever carried, not being in such a world is a waste and nothing more.
Divine in its creation, but humble and accessible to all. Some will never know of this world, many will take it for granted and the few will know and experience its entirety...
The LightThe tiny light, such a minuscule glow off in the distance, it finds faith in every shadow, in every corner or its world. The darkness gives it a purpose, forever moving, forever filling those places once cold and dull with warmth and vibrancy. It carries hope with its light as it moves. It brings a sense of happiness to places once void of such...
...As time moves on, so too will the light. Every shadow returns, the darkness seeks its natural and preferred home. The hope, the warmth, the life will all move on with the glow. The darkness and sense of isolation replaces it with far greater impact than before. Forever in memories will the now lost light remain, as will the memories of what once was. When concentration on memories inevitably switches to realization of the present, only regret, pain, loss and darkness will be left....
...Once my light, once my warmth, once my hope you too have moved on. While moving on I will continue to do, I still don't want to experience loss again. No l
LostI no longer hold the map, the path has grown over and the stars are misaligned.
The trees all new, the road behind is gone and I can no longer see the signs.
Nothing remarkable, nothing to notice, the darkness leaks in.
As the light escapes, so too do the tears from the hold of my eyes.
The silence is powerful, for it penetrates deeper than any noise could.
The feeling of being separated is worsened by being surrounded by so much.
A chance to return or even to escape it all holds my hopes daily.
A watch here matters not, due to time nearly standing still.
A pause which is further lengthened by the knowledge of what remains.
When words become useless and music evokes nothing, and when thoughts do little
It is fear that initiates its coup. Despair flanks flawlessly. There is no defense, no hope to resist.
The battle is lost, as I am as well.
ConversationHow many hours have been spent just having conversations?
Too few, to be sure, yet already too many to count.
Entire days of exchange, so many hours flown by.
Never a minute of it wasted, even in the pauses we spoke.
Despite our connection, our wonderful cohesion,
Disagreements still occurred and frustrations still felt,
Although forgiveness was never far behind.
For you are my muse, my inspiration,
and you'll forever hold a place both in my heart and in my mind.
Of all that I've tried to connect with,
You, for certain, have been the easiest and most challenging all at once.
NullA challenge, A struggle,
Too much for this mind.
A constant devotion,
No time to unwind.
No time to reflect, No time to create,
No more hope or dreams of success to deflate.
Entirely hopeless, Completely Lost.
This employment brings money, but at what real cost.
A laymen among scholars, a peasant among kings.
A dull lusterless accessory among solid gold rings.
My efforts mean little, a percentage of a percent.
Yet this drive I'll continue, despite being spent.
Every single day, all effort applied,
Yet in this constant cycle, all progress denied.
Trial and error, with far more of the latter,
Trying with all when it seems not to matter.
A lesson to be taught, with knowledge to gain,
Daily fights with this info only carry in pain.
Stupidity is felt and known to be mine,
All others putting forth, all pulling through fine.
An amazing opportunity, for those who deserve it,
While perhaps not an idiot, Here I truly don't fit.
TnM NO ME DEJES!!!! cap 5
Por favor pueden poner esta cancion ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0kEv0Xi1B0 )
- Jackson?- dije al ver a mi amigo enfrente de mi
Jackson: Marie al fin te encuentro!- me dijo pude notar que se encontraba todo mojado seguramente me estuvo buscando debajo de la tormenta
- Que haces aquí?- pregunte con la esperanza de que me digiera que Thomas también me buscaba
Jackson: Marie Y-yo… No sé cómo decirte esto- sentí el nerviosismo en su voz
- Decirme que? Jackson me estas preocupando- le dije
Jackson: Marie Thomas el…- cuando menciono esas palabras no sé por qué sentí como si un puñal me estaba atravesando
- Jackson que pasa con Thomas**dijo con lágrimas en los ojos** Por favor dime que está bien…- le suplique no sabía por qué pero sentía que algo malo había pasado
Jackson: Marie Thomas tuvo un accidente- puede ver como los ojos de el buscaban respuesta en los míos
Take my handWhy do you always stand in the back?
You were born to be up the front.
You always smile, even though you’re in pain.
Let me spread my arms around you and protect you from all the eyes.
Even if you hate me, I will love you endlessly.
Please don’t cry any more, not in the darkness I won’t let you.
Take my hand my Darling, I promise I will take the bullets for you.
Just don’t show me those sad eyes…
Show me the love I miss and know.
Mientras Cae La LluviaEl sonido de las gotas al derramarse sobre el cristal de mi ventana
lleva a mi memoria viejos recuerdos en los que estás desde hace tiempo
impidiéndome conciliar el sueño e interviniendo en mis días
haciendo que me sienta despegar del suelo y en ocasiones
volver a tierra de manera abrupta cuando me golpea la realidad.
Eres como el aroma del rocío sobre las flores
y el sol despertando de su letargo tras una mañana nublada
te llevas hasta el último de mis suspiros con cada uno de tus gestos
me haces concebir deseos imposibles
y extraviarme dentro un mundo lleno de ensoñaciones.
Tus manos siempre me han mostrado el camino a seguir
en cada instante en el que se aproximan a las mías o tocan mi rostro,
tu mirada es el reflejo de un sentimiento oculto
que arde por encontrarse junto al mío a pesar de las dudas que puedas albergar
y son las que incrementan mi incertidumbre.
Si tan solo pudiera prolongar esos momentos en los que estás a mi l
Notice MeHey boy
look my way
Stop your complaining
about ex-girls every day.
Can't you see me here?
entertaining your rants
Notice me, Dear
I'm waiting for you.
I support you
I listen quietly
screaming out to you
The other girls
treated you so wrongly
that my anger boils
You deserve better
All you have to do
is Notice me, Dear.
FeelingsDelicate wings, golden ring
Life’s not an easy thing
Light a candle, blue fireflies
My love’s in your eyes
A Lovers Flame- 1st draftHe sits there in my lap
So calm and delicate
A wind could blow him out
But he continues to stay lit
He is my flame
So warm and bright
Resting under my hand
He is quite a sight
Sometimes he is an inferno
Bolstering all his might
Other times he is a sparkler
That can be quite a sight
But for now he is just a glow
I fan his flames to keep him lit
And bask in his golden rays
His heat being so gallant
He stirs in my lap
And jumps to my hand
He travels up my skin
And kisses me on the cheek; so grand.
My flame now grows
Time for me to drift off slowly
As my flame covers me so cosy
I love my flames company.
My Tears, Your SmileThe light in your eyes
Be the darkness demise
Your smile I seek
For without it I'm weak
Your hug, your embrace
I'll never find a better place
The moments of your tears
The most paramount of my fears
You were all I could ask for, I wish I could have been the same.
That, I failed, for mere mortality and imperfection to blame.
You deserved so much more, someone better, a god among men.
I hope you find them, I hope your happiness remains then.
My apologies that I couldn't have met your needs.
The loss that I feel pains, my heart, it bleeds.
Yet I find comfort knowing that you seek who you deserve.
May your journey be quick, your path direct, never swerve.
I accept my hurt so that your smile may stay.
Every tear of my own, a more than adequate pay.
A dream you were among a sea of nightmares.
You are missed, You were special, You were all of my cares.
I wish you the best.
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